Saturday, November 21, 2009
Went to play bowling with cousins today! haha my standard has dropped alot. But nvm, bowling only, also bowl for fun. It was fun though , as I was challenging my Kelvin Hyung. Loser has to sniff the bowling shoes for 10sec. But he didnt! Haha! Then the next game I lost cause ending he strike spare strike I no need to play already. Haha! Wah and my ah gong can bowl quite well sia! Pro pro. After that I went back to ah ma house to eat!! Yummy yummy! haha! Then went o watch my girlfriend is an agent with pearlyn and ben. SUPER NICE OMG DAMN BLOODY FUNNY! AND ITS ACTION PACKED TOO. I love the movie! After that cabbed home I checked the MAMA awards winner... YAY! Suju won 3 awards despite boycotting the event! (screw sm) And it was emotional for 2pm! yay they won best artist of the year and best male artists! Nice lehh. And their performance was great. Hope our leadja comes back sooon~ ~ And my KARA!! Won best dance music. Didnt expect it but YES!!!! KARA LEH.
♥For me, it’s only you , 8:54 AM.
Friday, November 20, 2009
Went to eat lunch with aaron and yi sheng today. Nice food~~ After that we went Iluma to catch a movie! We watched Gokusen! For them it was boring but because I watch the tv series, I find it very touching! It is very educational as it teaches everyone what is the meaning of being a
F-R-I-E-N-D. Yup, for Gokusen lovers go catch the show! Btw, I have removed the video. Will be taking a better one with my crew mates. YEAAAHHHHH MANNN. WHEN I HAVE FULLY RECOVERED MY DAMN BLOODY USELESS LEFT KNEE.
F-R-I-E-N-D. Yup, for Gokusen lovers go catch the show! Btw, I have removed the video. Will be taking a better one with my crew mates. YEAAAHHHHH MANNN. WHEN I HAVE FULLY RECOVERED MY DAMN BLOODY USELESS LEFT KNEE.
♥For me, it’s only you , 3:10 AM.
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
Yeah today went out with my family for the whole day! Went to eat japanese buffet. SUPER NICE OMG. $30++ ! Although its expensive, its really worth it. The plate of sashimi itself on the top of my post at least already worth $40+. WOW! Plus you can order so many damn things! Just look at the menu! And its all free cause you're paying for the buffet! Damn bloody worth it! Finding ppl to go with me cause I have discount! Who's up for it? Haha! After that we went suntec city to shop. Well I bought more magic stuff! wee! And due to the increasing pimples I have on my face, I bought a facial cleanser or smth like that to help me make my complexion better =.= And also new headset! Its white and now I look at it, it abit reminds me of 史郎 in 桃花小妹. Although it does not really look the same la, but its white and I was watching the show and I just remembered >.<>.<
Yes the video will be delayed, but I'll try my best to upload at least smth 2mr? No guarantees but I'll try okay. HOR PEARLYN!
♥For me, it’s only you , 5:17 AM.
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
I went to my grandma's house to eat a wonderful dinner of Pork stew and while walking home I was damn pissed, but not so angry that type, those like... hmm those WAH WASTED!! that type of pissed. Why? its because, when I think about it, at night when im bathing and playing songs while bathing, I can get the rhythm and choreograph smth decent TO ME. Even those weird moves I also can do it okok, but in the afternoon, its SHIT. Oh well, why like that? Then when im about to sleep, I can think of compositions tunes and lyrics, but when I PURPOSELY want to think of them in the afternoon, only a little bit of stuff comes out. Damn it la. Even beatbox beats also. Well actually im fine with my inspiration being at night, but Im always too lazy to wake up to write the templates for my beats and the tunes all that. Although I do that occasionally and feel super worn out. And I cant expect my parents watching me film dance moves and choreography right!! I have to film it alone! Damn it la. I have to find a way. I HAVE TO!!!!
And today is a screwed day lah. I went to trim my hair very very short. I wanted to get 2pm woo young's hair, shorter and thinner version cause my hair not long and thick enough for the front, so I just wanted to get the shape out. Then the hairdresser talk, and talk, and talk. So I left everything to him. Then he ask me to keep the middle part of my hair there longer and thicker, then he go cut. Zzz. Then now is super short. Sian. SIAN YOU KNOW. Walao. I dont care, im going to rebond my hair next month. SIAN. SIAN. I dont know how already. Nvm I shall live with short hair. Its even shorter than my hair when i used to go school. LOL? Sian la....
And today is a screwed day lah. I went to trim my hair very very short. I wanted to get 2pm woo young's hair, shorter and thinner version cause my hair not long and thick enough for the front, so I just wanted to get the shape out. Then the hairdresser talk, and talk, and talk. So I left everything to him. Then he ask me to keep the middle part of my hair there longer and thicker, then he go cut. Zzz. Then now is super short. Sian. SIAN YOU KNOW. Walao. I dont care, im going to rebond my hair next month. SIAN. SIAN. I dont know how already. Nvm I shall live with short hair. Its even shorter than my hair when i used to go school. LOL? Sian la....
♥For me, it’s only you , 6:02 AM.
Monday, November 16, 2009
In big bang's lies theres a part of the lyrics where GD says "oh my girl, I cry cry, you're my all, say good bye bye"
In Jordan's song called Hair theres a part of the lyrics that go. " oh my hair, I cry cry, all is gone, say good bye bye"
In Jordan's song called Hair theres a part of the lyrics that go. " oh my hair, I cry cry, all is gone, say good bye bye"
♥For me, it’s only you , 10:22 PM.
*HEARTBEAT*
can you feel my heartbeat
the heart that you stepped all over and left
is still beating. and it's beating for you
no matter how hard i try to forget
no matter how many new people i meet
why do i keep thinking of only you when i turn around
I don't want to do this anymore. i want to stop.
no matter how many times i try and try to stop myself
it's no use. my heart is broken. why
why do i keep doing such foolish things
i know in my head, but why is my heart rebelling
i'm holding on to you and can't let go.
it still feels like you're next to me.
i can't believe in farewell
no matter who i meet, i can't open up one part of my heart and i keep your place empty
there's no reason for you come back, but why do i keep thinking that you might come back
why isn't my heart listening
listen to my heartbeat.it's beating for you
listen to my heartbeat. it's waiting for you
don't i know that it's over. i don't understand why i'm like this
listen to my heartbeat. it's beating for you
listen to my heartbeat. it's waiting for you
it still hurts thinking of you. i think of you every time my heart beats
have to forget. i have to forget in order to live
i have to erase it. if i don't, i'll die
stop trying to get her back. she ain't coming
she's gone, gotta be moving on
she left. she won't come back. she doesn't think of you.
she doesn't know that i'm waiting for her, she's doing well
she already forgot about me, totally erased me.
why can't i do that
listen to my heartbeat. it's beating for you
listen to my heartbeat. it's waiting for you
my heart is beating faster and faster
This song is BOOMZ lah! Although when I just heard it I was disappointed at the stupid tune of it. I was just so disappointed in 2pm. HOWEVER, after watching their love performance, I totally love it! The choreography and all that... Wonderful! And the lyrics is just so meaningful, although it does NOT exactly expresses how I FELT , I still think its good lyrics that everyone can relate too. Now. You guys must be wondering why I used past tense in describing. Its because.....'
One day I was msn talking to Joel. And I was watching the live version of 2pm's heartbeat again. Then I suddenly got dragged into the room by my dad and got tau pok-ed by my parents. Then suddenly I saw the light! I HAVE RECOVERED! BIRDMAN IS BACK! I did not expect myself to recover so fast though. But thanks to friends and family ( my BELOVED COUSIN PEARLYN ( see, check this out ahh xuan~ ) ) I have recovered, but when I recover I mean 90%, because it left a scar on me. But it does not matter. I will look forward to the future.
Thanks to Roy for comforting me although he does not know what problem I faced lol. Thanks to Justin for comforting me, and crapper aaron for trying his best but failed. Thanks to crapper lim for the advice, thanks to crapper zhang who told me that men dont cry although i did, which represents that I have to grow up! Thanks to cousin pearlyn for comforting and lending a listening ear. Thanks to bestie Chan huei for comforting too! Thanks to Diana and Callista for offering advice and sharing my woes. Thanks to brother Zheng wei do didnt really do much but try to turn my sadness in to anger ( it failed because I was too nice :D ) Thanks to dongsaeng map for lending a listening ear. Thanks to Joel for advice too! Thanks to Milken for trying to make me holy but it failed. Thanks to Daphne who suan me like siao even though I was sad. It did not make my day better but it helped to make me stronger..? Thanks to Jaslyn who gave me advice as well. Thanks to Vannie for asking how I've been. You also must be happy! Forget your worries! OH YA AND LASTLY. THANKS TO NEO JIA JUN FOR REPLYING A ZZZ! nice one!!! haha. Yup thats about it I guess. NOW. Since im feeling better. Im going to play! ROAR. WHO DOESNT HAVE WORK AND WANNA PLAY WITH ME! IM BORREEDD!!
IM BACK! And please dont say im acting strong now because I am not. I am really 90% recovered and its good enough. I hope everyone will be happy in the future! I am a normal person now. Muahaha. Now. Time to work on my comeback stage WITHOUT hurting my knee. ZZz. Maybe I'll just do a random pole dance. Ahh whatever. ROFL.
can you feel my heartbeat
the heart that you stepped all over and left
is still beating. and it's beating for you
no matter how hard i try to forget
no matter how many new people i meet
why do i keep thinking of only you when i turn around
I don't want to do this anymore. i want to stop.
no matter how many times i try and try to stop myself
it's no use. my heart is broken. why
why do i keep doing such foolish things
i know in my head, but why is my heart rebelling
i'm holding on to you and can't let go.
it still feels like you're next to me.
i can't believe in farewell
no matter who i meet, i can't open up one part of my heart and i keep your place empty
there's no reason for you come back, but why do i keep thinking that you might come back
why isn't my heart listening
listen to my heartbeat.it's beating for you
listen to my heartbeat. it's waiting for you
don't i know that it's over. i don't understand why i'm like this
listen to my heartbeat. it's beating for you
listen to my heartbeat. it's waiting for you
it still hurts thinking of you. i think of you every time my heart beats
have to forget. i have to forget in order to live
i have to erase it. if i don't, i'll die
stop trying to get her back. she ain't coming
she's gone, gotta be moving on
she left. she won't come back. she doesn't think of you.
she doesn't know that i'm waiting for her, she's doing well
she already forgot about me, totally erased me.
why can't i do that
listen to my heartbeat. it's beating for you
listen to my heartbeat. it's waiting for you
my heart is beating faster and faster
This song is BOOMZ lah! Although when I just heard it I was disappointed at the stupid tune of it. I was just so disappointed in 2pm. HOWEVER, after watching their love performance, I totally love it! The choreography and all that... Wonderful! And the lyrics is just so meaningful, although it does NOT exactly expresses how I FELT , I still think its good lyrics that everyone can relate too. Now. You guys must be wondering why I used past tense in describing. Its because.....'
One day I was msn talking to Joel. And I was watching the live version of 2pm's heartbeat again. Then I suddenly got dragged into the room by my dad and got tau pok-ed by my parents. Then suddenly I saw the light! I HAVE RECOVERED! BIRDMAN IS BACK! I did not expect myself to recover so fast though. But thanks to friends and family ( my BELOVED COUSIN PEARLYN ( see, check this out ahh xuan~ ) ) I have recovered, but when I recover I mean 90%, because it left a scar on me. But it does not matter. I will look forward to the future.
Thanks to Roy for comforting me although he does not know what problem I faced lol. Thanks to Justin for comforting me, and crapper aaron for trying his best but failed. Thanks to crapper lim for the advice, thanks to crapper zhang who told me that men dont cry although i did, which represents that I have to grow up! Thanks to cousin pearlyn for comforting and lending a listening ear. Thanks to bestie Chan huei for comforting too! Thanks to Diana and Callista for offering advice and sharing my woes. Thanks to brother Zheng wei do didnt really do much but try to turn my sadness in to anger ( it failed because I was too nice :D ) Thanks to dongsaeng map for lending a listening ear. Thanks to Joel for advice too! Thanks to Milken for trying to make me holy but it failed. Thanks to Daphne who suan me like siao even though I was sad. It did not make my day better but it helped to make me stronger..? Thanks to Jaslyn who gave me advice as well. Thanks to Vannie for asking how I've been. You also must be happy! Forget your worries! OH YA AND LASTLY. THANKS TO NEO JIA JUN FOR REPLYING A ZZZ! nice one!!! haha. Yup thats about it I guess. NOW. Since im feeling better. Im going to play! ROAR. WHO DOESNT HAVE WORK AND WANNA PLAY WITH ME! IM BORREEDD!!
IM BACK! And please dont say im acting strong now because I am not. I am really 90% recovered and its good enough. I hope everyone will be happy in the future! I am a normal person now. Muahaha. Now. Time to work on my comeback stage WITHOUT hurting my knee. ZZz. Maybe I'll just do a random pole dance. Ahh whatever. ROFL.
♥For me, it’s only you , 8:07 AM.
My dear female bestie Chan Huei asked me some questions that set me thinking on msn around 2 minutes ago.
Who's the one who caused all this?
Who's the one who caused all your tears?
Who's the one who out you through all this torment?
You deserve better
I had an answer in my mind. Its me who caused all this, its me who caused my tears and torment and I dont deserve better. Because I am not able to do a good job, because im not likable enough, because I have a low EQ . Yup. But its okay, I will get better. In time to come.
Who's the one who caused all this?
Who's the one who caused all your tears?
Who's the one who out you through all this torment?
You deserve better
I had an answer in my mind. Its me who caused all this, its me who caused my tears and torment and I dont deserve better. Because I am not able to do a good job, because im not likable enough, because I have a low EQ . Yup. But its okay, I will get better. In time to come.
♥For me, it’s only you , 6:36 AM.
